im back!^^
(Tuesday, December 1, 2009/2:40 PM)
wee~ im back guys~~ didnt blog for so long le.. here to drop a post again^^ well, past 3weeks was at australia for overseas training, 1st day reach base camp, got very deep smell of something burnt then heard from those advance party who came earlier that b4 they reach this place, the whole area just caught forest fire lol... next day morning went ard the area, everywhere is also burnt and black colour not really alot greenny colours left behind, but australia is a place full of kangaroo shit~~ LOL.. wherever you go, there's lots of shit everywhere lol... hmm.. well, throughout the 3weeks we learnt and experience alot there and also have lots of enjoyment nd fun down there especially the last 2-3days of R&R. went to their night club there, drink abit there but not that much till drank, and there's happening things happened during late night from 10pm onwards, there will have girls doing strip dance, just nice that night we stay up till quite late and been through those strip dances, everyone pay money to sabo each another out to the poledance area de table there make them seat down and the strip dance go will go towards the ones kena sabo on the seat do some happening things on him. LOL~~ while the rest were keep laughing at those who kena sabo on the seats~^^
there's alot of nice food down there but dont really have lots of time and money go eat and cant eat some of it cos i cant eat beef. LOL.. wasted. if not will able to eat more during the R&R. went there with 200 australia dollars back to sg left 20+ dollars. bought some chocolates that didnt happen to see in sg, 2 hangbags for my sis and mei's birthday present, clothes for myself cant of cos food down there~^^ well, at 1st was cabbing home from airport with friends but somehow my mum and both sis giving me surprise by fetching me at that kind of timing which they suppose to be sleeping at home usually, so damn touched lah, they reached airport ard 11pm+ and rotting till 3.30am like that for me, didnt know how they spent their time in between from 11pm+ to 3.30am lol.. but still really touched, i love my family most man!! when 1st saw 2nd sis, she said that i looks blur and 'CHAO DA' ~.~ yea.. its true that im really chao da due to that 3weeks of hot weather man.. its really freaking hot till 3rd week forest fire started once again at some other area almost spread to my base camp there lol.. lucky nv.. after that mum and 1st sis came from nearby seat and then went to Mac for breakfast. O.o 3am+ eating breakfast kidda wear but at australia its normal cos its 2hrs faster than sg and we usually need wakeup at 5am+ for breakfast. LOL.. was chatting with them how i been through this 3weeks down there while eating and soon back home ard 4-5am+ i think. hahas..
reached home, they went sleep le as they too tired cos they usually sleeps b4 2am or earlier than that. while me took a shower then play com awhile till 6am+ 7am then went to sleep. now having 1week block leave, but sad that kor di all armying already all busy now cant meet during weekdays but weekends le.. sadded... misses them lots lah... hais sianx... been 1month le, yet still kept thinking of her, past 3weeks as and when happened dreamt of her quite number of times too.. hais.. but think she didnt really keeping in touch with me anymore le... well, no matter what, i still treat her and xueting as friends just like the past happened to be close and good friends. for now, think just let it be bahx, let nature decides everything bahx, thats what they choose i also cant force them not to, 看开了.
finally a sms received from you
(Sunday, November 8, 2009/2:51 AM)
wee~~ im back to blog also will be last post b4 i MIA~ LOL... was been rotting home this few days since bookout on tueday morning till now. lol.... dont really have the mood go out at all. thats why been rotting home.. whole day was packing my bagpack and stuffs for tml. other than that, as usual playing online game and so lol. well, just now ard 7pm+ 8pm received a sms from a number that i didnt seen b4 so open up and see and... OMFG!!! its from her. though it should be her last sms to me le but at least that sms really cheer me up pretty much cos its a goodluck wish from her. appreciate alot alot. was really stunned and eyes O.O when i read the sms.. was really really happy to receive that sms which cheer me up pretty much b4 i leave. thanks alot alot! hope we still have chance to meet again go out play pool singk and so, just like the past like that bu shi hen kuai le ma? how i really hope could back to the past and pause at there happily enjoy every moment i had. its like only few weeks to 1month+ time and things been changed alot alot. hais..
hmm.. shouldnt be thinking of sad and emo stuffs, shall look forward to future yea. shall put all sad and emo and unforgotten memories aside just like blogging here like this. we might not suitable due to characteristic but we still can be friends like in the past yea.. im still treating you 3 as friend all along, didnt wanna give up any of the friendship at all. well, anything anyday after im back, feel like going out for pool or singk can feel free to drop me a sms im ok with it, its just like those days^^
well, hopefully this 3weeks could past faster and once back to sg on 29th nov 3am+ straight away enjoy a full week of off/leaves b4 back to camp. so whoever wanna have a meet up or gathering just feel free drop me a sms after 29th nov yea?^^
okok.. last but not least...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JADE MEIMEI!!!
time would cure everything
(Tuesday, November 3, 2009/9:44 AM)
well.. back from camp le.. will off till 8th Nov and im flying off le. didnt been blogging due to not really in the mood recently might need kidda sometime to overcome what had happened so wont be blooging for sometime or might not be blooging anymore? not really sure of anything yet bahx... things went really really worst.. really didnt expect to get this kind of ending, was really very cruel ending. hais.. will be MIA for sometime again le bahx.. shall be seeing everyone after 1month later or maybe longer than that bahx.. shall stop here le.. hais.. i really really miss her alot.. do the 3 of you understands the feelings of getting such a cruel ending? hais..
boohoo
(Friday, October 30, 2009/10:28 AM)
well, im bcak home again, was back home last night as today was company off/leave. ytd bookout was so damn happy and good mood that finally bookout already and next day early morning can meet baby but who knows when reached home and received msg from baby late night that tml cant meet early morning le due to some important things and whole mood was kena spoil and kidda pissed after know whats going on for next day morning. really damn not in the mood and pissed. hais. already left last week to enjoy and spend more time with baby b4 flying off le, everytime was planned and set the timing for meet up always will suddenly last minute delayed the meet up timing and shorten the timing that can spend tgt as she cant go home late. hais.. why dose this always happen? i only weekend then got the chance for meet up and spend time with while others can always anytime meet her up and why is it that my meet up always kena spoil and delay or whatever. why? really damn pissed.. then sat, morning still need meet up army mate go china town exchange money at better rate then night got dinner with brothers kor, di, and ken but end up till now still not sure di free for the meet up ma. sunday baby also cannot go out de.. i really have no other much time to spend le, hais... feels like nobody really treasure the time spending with me than others.. not once not twice but more than that.. till now im still at home which i shouldnt be if my plan my meet up didnt been spoilt. damn not in the mood since last night. maybe should really just MIA for sometime again and stay uncontactable till back from overseas training hao le.. hais
hais.. really really damn damn damn no mood now. already 1.48pm now and yet im still at home... planned one whole day out with her all kena spoil le. been busy for the whole week for packing bagpack for overseas training meanwhile dig out sometime planning for today's outing what time meet then go where and so on and now what? ALL GONE! all spoilt le.. hais... booked her today whole day from morning till the time she need to be home few days ago and suddenly last min an outing organised by x.t just like that pushed off everything. why? she's more important than i do? or maybe you dont love & treasure me as much as her bahx... an last min organised outing can just pushed meetup with bf away just like this.. well x.t, if you said im petty, YES I AM, and you will nv ever know and understands how's my feelings was right now. unless you really put yourself in my shoes then maybe or maybe not will understands it. compare the limited time i can spend with her while you have damn lots of unlimited time as and when to meet her. or let say you finally able to meet up your love one and suddenly your love one told you that last min suddenly got things on and delayed the meet up with you while you had already booked your love one few days ago than the last min thing? how would you feel? dont think you would understand any bahx since your reply ytd to me said can i dont be so petty. nvm bahx. im flying off le. next week flying off le. dont have any much spare time to keep planning outing meetup or whatever things and just pushed away by an last min planning. when any of you finally put yourself in my shoes and think/feels and by the time any of you then understands my feelings or whatever its all been too late.
5.43pm.. hais.. its already too late, seems like say what also no use le.. but i really dont believe at all of those that you had said cos its sounds not true at all... hais.. really miss you baby.. will be waiting for you meet you de... jun bibi loves mandy baby always
yoho~
(Friday, October 23, 2009/10:59 PM)
yoohoo~~ im back again~~ hahas.. was back home ytd night but kind of shag out due to 10km route march and 4-5hours of standing and wasting time on area inspection man~ well wont bother about what happen in camp cos think of booking out = meeting baby~~~ wee~~ will try my best to pei baby as much as i can b4 im flying off man~ if not we will be seperated for 3weeks man.. sure will went mad de lor... miss my home, miss my family, miss my bed, miss my computer and of cos my precious baby~~~ ok abit rou ma liao hair starts to stand. LOL...
wokeup today by dad around 8am plus i think and 1st feeling went to my mind was can i dont wakeup and i lazy to move as my whole body was having muscle ache man~ stupid route march nah! but bo bian still wakeup to have breakfast with family then back home relax play com abit then wash up and went out meet baby. hahas... everytime saw her jiu damn happy and good mood lah faster went to her and 1st thing i always do is HUGS HER TIGHT!! wee~~ though only like a week nv meet only but really miss her madly lah, everyday at least must hear her voice through chatting on phone if not night always hard to sleep cos keep thinking of her if not jiu keep on take out hp and keep seeing our photos again and again though had been seeing it plenty of times. LOL... what to do neh, soon gonna fly off liao cannot hugs hugs for so long neh..
oh yea~ today went bugis then so randomly saw didi de meimei yujing at there too~ LOL so qiao man, knew her for so long like that but was 1st time saw her outside though she already seen be plenty of times at boon lay place when i haven move house but i nv seen her cos she didnt call me? LOL... while on way back sk on bus 80, baby so cute nah when sleeping, hugs her sleep too.. but cant fall sleep if not reach destination also dont know. LOL... and so fast evening liao need seperate again as she going home liao. sad sad.. happy moments always past so damn fast nah unlike unhappy moments jiu always past so slow or jam there for awhile lor. sianx.. looking forward on next meet up with baby~~ dont know when though but hope to meet her more often as i can^^ stopping here le, hahas.. shall blog again next week or maybe next month? LOL... flying off soon~~ sobs
